70% losing days maintained nicely

Last week I wasn't able to compete for a top spot on WPN LB, main reason being that despite buying new computer internals I'm still getting lag issues when getting past 20 tables. Asked infinite amounts of supposed tech experts who despite my graphics benchtest coming back as "very poor" because it's only integrated with the processor, claim that won't be the reason for it. *confusedasfuckface*

When comparing my processor with people I know who can 40 table with no lag and ram being more than ample, it's the ONLY thing left that can be causing it. But since then I've had other major issues whereby it's been crashing non stop for no reason. Kin nightmare putting it mildly, I've done a new install and so far it's going ok.

Missed another critical Saturday for WPN as a result of this meltdown so am on Stars trying to complete their challenge offer which is basically 40% rakeback if I can achieve $1k worth of rake by 5th of Feb. It's looking doubtful, and have just spunked 100 bi's in 5 hours.

This is Stars for this year.

Just never ever ever ever ever ending hell.

Two weeks complete, -$500 a day

IF you were given the controls to a poker RNG and told you can deal any cards to any player and put out whatever boards you like, you still couldn't dream up what happens to me day in day out...for sixteen years. I honestly believe I'm the real Truman. You're all out there watching me on cameras for your entertainment, pissin ya pants.

As I said before WPN hands have ben going missing but lately tbh the graphs are making sense again. I THINK it's when you close a table to quick after the bust out hand, so I don't close any tables straight away anymore and I'm fairly sure it's getting them all.

Still a winning bb/100 somehow, and we know what that means. As per usual, a la my entire poker career, all losing hands occur at itm and bubble stages. All my winning hands occur pre to that. There is no evening out of anything. There probably never will be. As someone. controls. my life. FACTOID

STILL the higest evbb/100 of anyone in my WPON database, some of which I've over 200k hands on. Yet some of these 2 ev/100 (if that) players are winning $6k+ on this month according to sharkscope. Completely helpless.

approximately the 124th Saturday of hell in a row

Like totally controlled clockwork, I'm once again $1200 down to almost the CENT on the first SitnCrush day of the week. Simply uncomprehendable how this can be remotely possible but it's 100% true. Whichever tier I've been aiming for at the time of playing, so in the beginning $125 and $500 tiers, I'd be exactly that amount down in the first 1-2 hours of the Saturday. Since I started competing more for the top spots, it's been $1250 down within two hours...EVERY SINGLE WEEK I'VE PLAYED. It's not evne fucking possible.

Am now minus $5000 for the year pre rakeback, roughly -$100/hour, two weeks til rent day, and stone boracic lint!! (That's broke to you foreigners).

Stars offer again

Being that I rarely play on Stars anymore they've offered me the same thing that they did a few months back, that I kinda half ass attempted for a few days then gave up lol. It's basically $400 for $1000 rake generated. Of all their lame ass chests on other "promos", this by far away beats them all hands down and is actually worth doing. Of course the rig will ensure minimum profits from it, probably BE at best, despite abi being half a cent.

Here's a reminder of the past nearly THREE YEARS now on that shite... I mean site.

Guess we'll keep on plugging away and being controlled.

2020,any change? ZERO

So how is 2020 going so far Ragz? Spunking a grand a day is how it's going. Started back on the 4th and blown $1000 a day chasing the $1250 spot on WPN leaderboard, as usual.

I reached General status for 2019 meaning maximum rakeback possibilities for this year. Should really have reached it in 2018 but that was another one of my fails in life.

So this week theres 4 of us battling it out at the top and once again one of them is an idiot jackpot reg who wants no part in chopping. But frankly atm I couldnt give a toss, I'm probably quitting for the week. No human can withstand total moral destruction of the soul day in day the fuck out. I am rigged for life there's no a shred of doubt about that.

To make matters even more brill, I recently moved out to my own place, forced to move after 6 years with a friend cuz he wanted to shack up with some bint and a mortgage having known her all of 5 minutes and now as a result my outgoings are DOUBLE. So stay tuned, I'm sure soon you'll be reading the blog of a homeless.

OH and furthermore, HM2 EV grpahs are now futile since WPN started missing hands out being written to harddrive or whatever their lame ass issue is. I started to notice around November time the graph kept reading backwards to what was actually occuring, had a little search and noticed many bust out hands were missing. So no I don't even have the cushion of seeing the runhell to at least keep me a little sane and motivated. LIFE IS HELL