Tuesday, June 30, 2020

no more words

Title is technically a lie, cuz here are more words. Identical words. The same words day in day out. Utterly indescribable matrix dung. Absolutely nothing I can do. Ever. Ever. Everrrrrrrrrrr. Cannot cannot cannot win a fucking dime. Every day the control is identical . Give him all the chips. Make him abnormally gigantic CL in every single game. Then make sure he bubbles or min cashes at very best. every. single. single one of them. Playing 2-3 $30 18's alongside all the smaller stakes. Tables look good, much less regs in the 30's than everywhere else. That shows as I build 600 million chip stacks in every one of them. 5 left now? And here it comes. Lose x amount of 99/1's in a row, out. Every day I play. Identical graphs every single time. Up and up and up... get somewhere near the money, down and down and down. NO VARIATION. ZERO RANDOMNESS. SIXTEEN YEARS IDENTICAL. MY MATRIX. YOU ARE NOT REAL.


Stars year